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it has been such a long time since i've cried so much. lol. my results totally suck. and i know i've put in all my efforts. i will never improve.sigh. my standard dropped so much compared to last year. drastic change. maybe due to this change,i couldn't adapt to where i stand in class.
i failed english.and other subjects r just c5s n c6s. i'm tired. i've tried. i don't know wat else to do. maybe i should just accept the fact that i dumb. no matter how hard i try i wil just get this kind of sucky results. i can never meet my own standards again. i wonder why. why is my life so screwed up. for a period of time,i thought i've fixed it. but now,i realised that all i did was just running away from it.
after chem debrief i went off to somewhere alone n cried i've lost all my motives,all my strength to carry on. i cried for a really long time. until somehow xiaoding found me. then we talked,n she comforted me. everyone has been saying that im too negative abt things. i don't call it negative. i call it `expecting the worst` i know i think too much.i give myself too much stress and pressure. but ppl perform better under stress right? why isn't it the same for me ._. im worried for my results. im worried abt everything. n i can't seem to help it.
sigh. i know everyone wants to slap me across the face or smth. after school i broke down again. cried in the middle of the pathway n started ranting about my life. plucking off grass n throwing it everywhere. had too much of a impact, n up till now i still couldn't recover. how i wish i can lose my memory,and start my life over again. i don't want to be dependent on anyone. and i want to stand on my own feet.
Birthday's on 2nd Mar .
Used to be in KMPS
CCHMS 1/2GRACE3/4 EMPATHY
Jack Of All Trades,Master Of None.
Like Any Pisces
Im overly-emotional&senstive
To me
Life is about striving for what u want
and not
doing what others want u to be.
I always tend to live in the past
&never moving on
However
i try my best to live with no regrets!
I want to be
a happy old women in the future
Knowing that
i've made the right choices in the past hee.the intro is lame.but that's who i am. ^^
it has been such a long time since i've cried so much. lol. my results totally suck. and i know i've put in all my efforts. i will never improve.sigh. my standard dropped so much compared to last year. drastic change. maybe due to this change,i couldn't adapt to where i stand in class.
i failed english.and other subjects r just c5s n c6s. i'm tired. i've tried. i don't know wat else to do. maybe i should just accept the fact that i dumb. no matter how hard i try i wil just get this kind of sucky results. i can never meet my own standards again. i wonder why. why is my life so screwed up. for a period of time,i thought i've fixed it. but now,i realised that all i did was just running away from it.
after chem debrief i went off to somewhere alone n cried i've lost all my motives,all my strength to carry on. i cried for a really long time. until somehow xiaoding found me. then we talked,n she comforted me. everyone has been saying that im too negative abt things. i don't call it negative. i call it `expecting the worst` i know i think too much.i give myself too much stress and pressure. but ppl perform better under stress right? why isn't it the same for me ._. im worried for my results. im worried abt everything. n i can't seem to help it.
sigh. i know everyone wants to slap me across the face or smth. after school i broke down again. cried in the middle of the pathway n started ranting about my life. plucking off grass n throwing it everywhere. had too much of a impact, n up till now i still couldn't recover. how i wish i can lose my memory,and start my life over again. i don't want to be dependent on anyone. and i want to stand on my own feet.
yesterday was such a beautiful day ! :Dnice weathe...
Triple Sci+ss+egeog
Mr Lim teach slower
Monday, May 17, 2010
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