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Friday, April 16, 2010

@ 10:40 PM

i'm so stressed.

i can't catch up with amath n mye is in 2 weeks times.

i dun understand y we hv to rush through everything.

y can't tchrs teach at a slower pace for us to understand better?

sigh.

kind of screwed up today's physics test.

got confused with the qns.

lol.

oh well.

there's chem supp class tmr.

right!

chem!

i hav totally no idea wat is bein taught for chem after ms ho left.

cos i wasnt listening.

=.=

some photos :D

bella n i :D

cupcake :D

vincent's grp's translucent outfit with a flap

my grp's undergarment advertisement

1 year,12 mths,365days,525,600 minutes i've been through.

all the tears shed;all the scars formed.

instead of making any effort to solve it,you avoided it.

the more i try,the further you go.

i've never wanted anything.

all i hoped was to clear this misunderstanding you have of me.

it's nothing to you but it means a lot to me.

i've never talk to you about it because i don't want to be a burden and i don't wish to make you feel guilty.

do you know?throughout this whole year.

i often cry on the way home,i have blamed myself for everything.

but right now.

i really wish to know.

what have i done wrong...?

i have no intentions to start with.

why did you hurt me that way?

it feels as though someone is cutting your unhealed wound open.

i hyperventilated.i was dying.

a part of me was screaming in pain.a part of me was crying out for help.

i hate you yet i want the best for you.

i thought you were different.

but you left me behind without saying anything

-no matter what happens,i won't wait for you.

cos `waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought,useless and disappointing.`

but you will be my first and last.

if i can say it 1 year later.

i can say the same thing after 3 years.

all the best in your life :)