screwed up english,screwed up the chinese words,长文缩短 n 公函
i couldn't concentrate well.
so i decided to pinch myself whenever i thought of stupid things or wans to cry.
somehow..when i finished the hcl paper,
my left hand was full of red marks.
but it's not painful at all.
wat i experience emotionally is much more worst than that.
anyways,im not emo.
im just abit..too emotional thats all.
n im not being sadistic.
if u r in my position,u'll do the same thing.
i wasn't trying to hurt myself.
i was just trying to direct my feelings somewhere else.
sigh.eoys made up 45% of the entire year.
now i only hope that i can pass.
my effort throughout the whole year is wasted.
sigh.
也许,在我们这一生中,有许多人,许多事都会随着时间的流逝渐渐淡忘
但在我的心灵深处永远不会忘记那天所发生的一切。
i wrote this in my compo today.
now u noe y i pinched myself
-.-